Never Be Yours

“Start the day with a new heart”, that’s my motto. Since I ended my relationship with my boyfriend, Zayn, I felt so free, I could go home with my friends anymore, had fun with them, none who could forbid me do what I want. But, sometimes I missed him, many wonderful moments that I’ve shared with him. Although, before I finally decided to end our relationship because he was having an affair. Maybe God would give me a better person than zayn.

Day after day, guy by guy, approached me but none can remove the figure of Zayn my heart, I still couldn’t  get rid of my feeling of love to Zayn. One day, I was watching a movie, a romantic movie, I liked the story of the movie, a main player is Shane West, I like him so bad. He's handsome and cool. I collected his photos from the internet.

A month later, I attended a seminar. I went with my friends. There, I met someone who can thrill my heart. His face looked like Shane West, but it’s my opinion. I couldn’t stop to see him. The feeling only I knew.

After the seminar was over, I came out of the room. Suddenly, the man who looked like shane west came up to me and we were became acquainted. He and I were in a relationship without status. At first I felt strange but my bad feeling lost because of his attitude proves that he loved me.

I always go to seminar with him. Came home from the seminar, he and I always spend the time together. I'd got what I want, I got a wonderful feeling, I could finally forget the figure zayn of my mind and heart. And started a love story with Daniel. Thank you very much for you, Daniel <3

Two days later, On Sunday. At my friend's party, Hanum. I came there with Daniel. There, I introduced Daniel to my friends. When Daniel was looked like unusual, he asked me to leave from the party. I and Daniel went from Hanum's party quickly. In the car, Daniel was still silent. He was like thinking about something. At that moment I didn’t want to disturb his mood.

Tomorrow, On Monday, Hanum called me and took me to the mall. When at mall, Hanum told me something, at which time I was very disappointed, upset, and I didn’t know what to do, my heart was complicated. Hanum told me that Daniel was Rossa's Boy . Rossa was my friend. I and Rossa had followed a same extracullicular test. I couldn’t think anymore when Hanum told me everything. My appetite was gone, my favorite spaghetti, I didn’t eat it well.

I came home with a huge sadness, a fragile heart. I called Daniel but Daniel didn’t answer it.  I cried, I felt like the dumbest woman on the earth. How could I love rossa's boyfriend?

I locked myself in my room, I couldn’t stop crying. My friends came to my house to persuade me to eat, but it’s failed. My room was full of beer bottles. I still couldn’t accept this. I've loved Daniel such as I loved Daniel Zayn. Daniel may just Daniel can remove the feeling love of Zayn ,

I can move on because of you, Daniel, Daniel. One day, Daniel came to my home. He knelt down to apologize to me. I just cried, I could not say a word. Daniel hugged me for of last time. Then he gave a wedding invitation, the wedding invitations of Daniel and Rossa. My heart nonstop pounding. My body was getting weaker when I opened the invitation. the tears ran down my cheeks unstoppable. I could not open my heart for another guy except Daniel. I've been very very very loved you Daniel. You are my fireman of my heart and then you destroy and burn up my heart </3